This is exactly what the title says it is. So if you don't want to hear me rambling about my troubles then this post may not be for you :( I have absolutely NO idea what I want to do or be when I grow up. I feel like everyone else at least has a general knowledge of what they are interested in etc. but I have no freaking clue. One minute I want to be a chef and the next I want to be a photo journalist. My ideas span a variety of topics and genres which makes it that much more difficult. I can tell you that I don't want to be a doctor, a lawyer, or anything involving math and science. I wish that narrowed the job possibilities down a bit but it barely makes a dent :(
So as I enter my freshmen year of college I have no direction and no end goal in mind. I guess this can be good because It will allow me to truly find myself but right now all I can do it freak the f out because of how lost I feel. Did any of you go through this? I guess my biggest fear is that what if I can never decide on what I want to do (because I am really indecisive and picky) and then I just get stuck in a lame job doing something I don't enjoy. Or what if I pick the wrong job and have regrets wishing I had done or tried something else! I just have so many things I want to do and try that I don't know if I can fit it all into the amount of time I'm given. I guess no one really knows what's going to happen (wouldn't that be great!) and that's one of the great things about life.